My feelings.... quite down..... lack of confidence and mix feelings....
Is it really near my exam?
Reading manga make my feelings can be positive or negative....
I feel great when this manga has a romance scene, they have a good ending....
But this good feeling is just a short moment.... cannot help me to continue....
It is weird..... but reasonable.....
Something you did it every day....
But suddenly..... you lost interest.....
Such as online games.....
League of Legends and Path of Exile.....
When you play it..... you may continue.... and more...
But.... when you stopped like 2 days more....
Sometimes.... I think.... and ask myself....
Why I play this meaningless game.....
Never ending....
With such anxiety around me.....
I read some N website manga...
at the start, is 2 weeks to go to that website....
then, 1 week, 3 days, everyday.....
That become a daily routine.....
Even I read it everyday.... is fine....
But in recent..... a strong multi genre manga that attract my eyeball....
can say the most greatest I have seen in recent.... (Usually only one to two fetish appears)
And this totally change my view right now....
My feelings is quite mix.... ( between love and hate)....
haaaaaaa
What to do now....
Just focus and study.... (say to myself)
