Exams ruin your life

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Failing exams can be tough..... 

Everyone may say..... just once.... Do it better next time..... 

I heard this a lot of time.... The result.... 

disappointing as always Become an adult, a professional is harder and can ruin your life.... 

If you chose the wrong path...... 

Primary School Exams (Unlimited attempt) 

High School (Unlimited attempt) 

High School Certificate (If ATAR have around 50%, can use Diploma pathway to go to uni) 

University Exams (In risk, over half units fail in a semester can cause you have a gap year) 

Professional Exams (Need to finish in a limited time frame and practice....., unlimited attempt but high cost and extreme hard) 

All these exams ruin your life..... One fail.... is fine.. Twice..... Still Ok.... Third Time.... Give up? 

When study third time always is a turning point.... 

Usually you can pass this.. 

But.... After you pass.... you loss a lot... A lot..... 

And no one cares about you.... 

And you become shit and worst than people not fully graduate..... 

You see this person no University Degree can find a job.... 

you got your shit degree with tons of fails.... 

You Nothing!!!

Dream with Jessica...

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It just a dream this morning....

My dream is like a psychological test more than an adventure type....

I don't know why my dream is with Jessica.....

The thing is....

I did not talk to her...... only "Happy Birthday" on Facebook...

Anyways.....

The event is Jess's friend invite me to have a psychological test....

But this test quite like VR....

Reflect your dream and mind something like that....

It shows a place as below...

My place it has 2 ways to go.....

It feels like left side is my current career/ life.....

Need to walk pass these trees and over the wall...

However... behind the wall is darkness and dunno where the center is.....

On the right side.... it has a small room...

We go through the room and found out....

It was my record of my entertainment (E.g. travel, karaoke etc.)

It was quite accurate....

The only Hallway is quite large and huge... 

I cannot see the very end.....

This thing is like reflecting my current life....

Only two ways....

One is the entertainment.... and one is a dark pathway....

On the other hand, I also have a look with Jessica dream.....

Is like that...

A tidy pattern tree but in a square boxes....

But the weird thing is.....

When you see the place.... there is no center.....

And the place is quite on the left side only.....

I think Jessica is facing the same problem as me....

Don't know where the center is....

And our career chose the wrong path..... (left side)...

What is this meaning of this dream?

I ask myself.....

Remember the first

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My first performance

My first shoes

But not wearings.

Presentation skills are getting worse

Sad...

Negative feelings in recent :(

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My feelings.... quite down..... lack of confidence and mix feelings....

Is it really near my exam?

Reading manga make my feelings can be positive or negative....

I feel great when this manga has a romance scene, they have a good ending....

But this good feeling is just a short moment.... cannot help me to continue....

It is weird..... but reasonable.....

Something you did it every day....

But suddenly..... you lost interest.....

Such as online games.....

League of Legends and Path of Exile.....

When you play it..... you may continue.... and more...

But.... when you stopped like 2 days more....

Sometimes.... I think.... and ask myself....

Why I play this meaningless game.....

Never ending....

With such anxiety around me.....

I read some N website manga...

at the start, is 2 weeks to go to that website....

then, 1 week, 3 days, everyday.....

That become a daily routine.....

Even I read it everyday.... is fine....

But in recent..... a strong multi genre manga that attract my eyeball....

can say the most greatest I have seen in recent.... (Usually only one to two fetish appears)

And this totally change my view right now....

My feelings is quite mix.... ( between love and hate)....

haaaaaaa

What to do now....

Just focus and study.... (say to myself)

My Monthly report - August

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This month you can say.... have many things happen....

It is a month that I settled down everything....

and apply things that I need at the moment...

At the last moment....

I applied CPA ....

which is a good news.... and become an associate member....

I also started my studies....

hope can get my CPA qualification in 3 years more.

In this month, birthday and events happen all the way.

Animal crossing and others also celebrate my birthday.

After days is fine....

Usually life....

But.....

I also addicted some situation same as me....

sometimes feel depress.....

but sometimes make me relief.....

mix feelings....

because.... it have comparison....

when it comes to betray.....

I feel that feeling so hard....

although is a fake/ creative scene/ story......

still break my heart....

So sad....

:(

プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ! feat. 初音ミク -- 暁山瑞希

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This game will be famous and popular in the future.

I look forward this game release. 30 Sep 

Before the release, I always see the game news and so on......

But until today....

I just notice one character is mysterious.....

This character.... His/Her? gender is unknown....

Before this game release..... I pretty like her voice in game.... 

Specially... the recent one...

悔やむと書いてミライ

This songs is from mafumafu. 

Starting 0:05 her powerful tone make me impressed. Also her style and clothes in this band is my taste as well..

When I noticed she might be a boy.... Like a rocket hit me hard.....

I cannot imagine Hatsune Miku..... This thing can troll us......

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The journey of DMM games - part 2

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I am so lazy to write blog.....
Not force.....
But,,,,
Just want a memory to keep things down...
Also. I write blog at night......
Because I dunt want my family see it...

Game: MAGICAMI

Maybe the second the best game in DMM mobile.
They said they used 120 million yen to make this game....
But I dun feel that way....
I mean....
The graphics is high..... gameplay is varied....
Only that.....
If you compare to Project Tokyo Dolls....
They just have an average graphics....

It is a new player friendly game...
UR rate is quite good....
And event gatcha usually can get UR in 10 draws



Story is like a Magical Madoka... Dark and sad story
Some girls their mind already broken.... honestly.... because is a 18 game.....

I just collect, farm the game.....
No strategy... just for fun...

Game: Fortress Girl
It is a pretty new game...
Release almost same as Deep One....
The challenge and story can be very tough if you do not have level max units

In recent, I like the blue head swimsuit .......
But I draw 60 of them.... none of them ...
I am so freaking sad.......
Say goodbye to her.....

I am kind of lucky of this game at the beginning....
I got 3 5 stars unit at the begining.....
Which is pretty insane..... and clear most of the story......
At now.... event and story is very easy to clear....
Just need to level up other units......

No strategy.....
Just straight level max at the moment.
But not many units in defense mode.

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