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O.O

Nothing is good.... No hope, always in bad mood.

I don't know why they act like that, is my problem?
I want to give up and suicide...
Is it possible?

Can I relife ?
Can I start again .....
In HK or 17...
Please... God help me
And please....
Make them be honest and easy...

I want a proper study environment....
So hard for me to continue...
Pray and pray....

So soul.... No......
My life......

After my last exam, 15.6.2016
I dreamed a thing... Which is totally stupid and I wouldn't believe that is happen...
But.. Now...
It shows....
My feeling is so complicated.... I don't know why and they replied me so badly....
Not marks... Just a few worlds.... No meaning....

Pleases give me some evidence....
And go ahead.

After the exam date... I think my life is average...
Play games no mood, anime either....
Solo games is worthless... And need to wait....
Puss me out.

20.6.2016 SK invites his home ?
Can't remember the date....
Confused... And  so bad...


22.6.2016 I got a big plushy
A big cat, bigger than our head....
But now... That is so meaningless....
Why? And Why?

8.7.2016 I want to restore my phone.... Cause my phone battery is broken...
I check my watsapp .... So disappointed .... They hate me a lot.....
Thank you and you guys are happy now....
I am the one support all of you and you guys play around me.
Give faces... So disgusting .....


Also, a busy day ....
When I meet a new female, makes me feel I can go through all the difficulties.
Jessica is my mind support... But in my situation I don't have any face to see her...

1.7.2016 started my new journey, for my plan....
Looking for new opportunity for my future..


Until 29.6.2016

Nothing to say, and feel sad....
No one read this... And vote liberal...