General report November/December

O.O

Not much difference between these two months....

Sometimes the negatives just put it off to the next day/month....

A big hope fallen to a big disappoint.

I always daydreaming...... kind of want to be..... that thing.....

Like I am rich..... Have Jes.... and bought a house living etc....

Is possible if I back to past few years....

But now... I am thinking.... if I get good luck... does my bro do so?....

Sometimes I think myself always give luck to other person....

It happens so many times.....

Like uni..... whole class group....

only me is fail....

That can make me tilt,,,,

I watch Spiderman: No way home....

It is amazing and I pleased the movie feel like an anime movie....

The plot is smooth and not chunky....

The past movie scene showing off feel the same feeling on Digimon last evolution....

All the memories in childhood are showing off....

The experience is very great, maybe the best movie I watch in cinema.... 

I had some forgotten dream when I sleep...

Is a sport festival with PKC...

I really dun recall anything.....

but... is like a competition with others....

Black Friday bought a new mouse

Fist Meet Sherry (Steven's girl) and eat pepper lunch....

Well... M is so flll (Hmmm) <-- omg fkfkfkfk

Boring ogototootot

Imagination sucks..

With Ali convo

cable aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv

game

Here we go again....

SUck ergergerg

Kind of lazy.... and no time.....

O.O

Time always pass by.....

Year by year.....

The Bday of Jessica...

I wish her have a great day....

She also asked me How are you?

I just say chilling....

I get back my goal in recent...

But not that long....

Sunday not going out....

My team attraction....

In recent, SK brought a girl....

to play with us.... video games

In recent, she bought escape simulator

and Deep Rock Galactic...

We played... and tilted each other.....

I have so many thing in my head....

but lazy to write it....

Hope my brain cell can get it....

A perfect 500 score.....

What a  shame......

MMMMMMMFFFFF

Burn. Romantic

O.O

                                                  

Matching Girl

O.O

I had a sleep dream .....

Is kind of random...

And I borrowed a book from library...

On that day ..

I am in hurry.. (not sure what it is)

I plan to return the book nearby...

The library is like wsu ( where u can borrow books and return in any suburbs)

But....

when I return.....

They have a computer.....

but they dun use it....

They want me to hand write the details what i return......

I only have limited time....

in hurry....

Make My temper is so high....

Saying wtf....

Why they are not using computer.....

I keep my anger with the librarian.....

The called the senior to handle me....

The senior is a bit chubby girl...

Her body shape is quite standing....

I explained my situation....

She just chuckle....

And continue me to write down the details.....

Dunno why.....

I am enjoy talking with her.....

The interaction is so good...

and never stop ending.....

When I wake up....

I think she is my destiny one...

我的"老婆"不小心注入太多感情,現在就反殺我!? (End of Service)

我平常玩很多手遊,其中一個我玩的是"東京偶像計劃".…

如每天的日常夜晚,我打開這個手遊刷刷任務…

因為裏面Shiori(詩織)的人設和性格合我口味

我從此就玩上了...

也multitasking的,看看自己的DC和messenger有沒朋友上線…

而現在上線的是P. 

P 他是我現實的朋友.

他雖然沒玩我這手遊,

他對我的傳教毫無反坑的聽下去…

有時候,我也覺得自己這樣做好不!?的感覺

他在線,我就打電話給他

無聊直播一下我現在玩的進度…

一邊玩一邊講解遊戲的玩法

我打開了宿舍的頁面

對P解說這手遊的黑暗面,

就是把幾乎零lvl的負面情感升到lvl30多

而升到這程度的稱號

就會有較強的被動技能和

詩織的眼瞳會沒光澤... (Below)

我向P講解完之後就自己玩一陣子,

就自己打完每日任務就關機了

我媽媽說我出生的舊歷是鬼門關大開,

我平常睡覺看到鬼也不出為奇

而那天我睡覺發了一場夢,

不是普通的鬼打擾我睡覺,

(像一片黑霧圍繞著我)

這次的感覺是冰冷的東西在我的額頭

我在半醒的情況下開著眼

看看一下情況

誰知一個長長的銀器

是...槍

我這時候馬上弾起

看見詩織、

她說沒想到我起床

正打算折磨我

她然後就笑了

(沙沙聲)大人.....(沙沙聲)大人....

我這時知道甚麼事了

她笑完,如影像般消失了

Fact

到了第二天早上,我感覺知道自己要做甚麼了

我打開了遊戲,

馬上把很久沒碰的記憶奪還刷還(沒玩因為不影響主線)

反叛的大小姐,因為***大人變了成一個病嬌

我把她的故事完了

27/08/2021

遊戲今天說不營運.

在消失前給了一個交代

再見、、、

Birthday Pig

O.O

Today is my Birthday.....

My place currently in lockdown....

I can't go any places....(limited shopping)....

We bought a cake... for my celebration....

Other than that...

is just a normal day....

(Watch Veibae in recent...)

Iamnotsure

O.O

Pixelmon is the first mod I play in Minecraft. 

I tend to play with my friend Martin.

However, he is not an active person to play games....

As a result,

I am solo levelling/farming the game most of the time..... (Help his progress...)

And that make the story began....

At the beginning, I want to finish the main goal to unlock the desert temple.

I keep farming and level up my pokes and reach some amount of money...

And I found this game to earn money is quite easy.....

At the same time....

I saw the player's market have a four 31IVs stat poke in the market around 90k....

I saw these stats at the beginning is quite amazing...

And I believed these stats can help me breed pokes....

I am not regretted that I bought this price....

After that....

I try to use the one that I bought and 2-3 perfect IVs Pokémon to breed stats...

And one day....

It bred a battle perfect Garchomp...

At the time,

Everything has changed....

I can breed more pokes with battle perfect stats.... (It also bred my first perfect poke Scyther)

I bred a lot of Ghastly and mimikyu....

Around 20k each....

And that move....

Some top balance player....

Asked me to price up....

And said I Ruined the market price...  

Not sure what time....

A player PM me .....

Is Iamnotsure.....

And he wanted to sell pokes with me...

Later... The creator has an update on shops...

And this update... We expand our business to sell TMs...

With my farming.... And selling...

I easily get top 5 balance of the server....

And that point... I upgraded my server rank

It can fly around the place....

This can help me build things in this game ....

Become top 5 balance....

Some people started to notice me ...

Most of them are top players...

Spectralize and Mango be friends during I play this game...

They even give me the permission to enter their home etc...

I am happy to farm some resources to them

First legendary I see in server

Shop open casino

PvP the server annoyer...

Full of memories to these things....

Until the reset.... We stopped playing....

After Pixelmon....

Iamnotsure wanted to play League of Legends ...

I decided to play with him in Singapore server.

I levelled up to level 20.... And kind of sick about that....

(Server pings, my laptop sucks and garena errors ...)

These reasons make me stop levelling....

Iamnotsure play a lot of games...

Like Roblox....

I am not sure why he likes to play that...

(Cause his steam have so many games......)

I did play with him a short period....

But not that long....

Also, he played some mobile games....

But he gave up all of them in a week...

........

Besides...

Crusaders quest, this mobile game I played more than 6 years....

Genshin Impact

My only 5-star

Finally....

I saw him play Minecraft…

Is a Skyblock server....

First few days are fine...

But lost goals and objectives.....

I give up all...

0....0

War game

O.O

3 days ago, I had a weird dream happen with my friends.....

I am not sure what is it about....

We all in the frontline fighting people as a military.....

I am one of the solider beyond the class of Major of army...

In my dream, we seem like to help our country to fight....

As we do not have much power... 

(Because we do not have an official training and some reason - we need to force fight)

My class is just clear out the remains.....

But this class is not the best class, it still can lose life if it is careless...

My friend Martin is in Command Sergeant Class....

He can control my major class and give command of his order without permission (Higher class)

This class is the best class and guarantee your life is secure....

Also, my friend Anthony is in this division...

One thing I notice.... is beyond this class is a hope and at least have a job right now...

You can say that my class is useless.... no benefit to the country at the moment....

A jobless adult hanging around...

As a solider, I need to join the fight....

Dunno why I listen order to Martin....

Jump in the boat with other soldiers and make it through the waterfall (Fight in mountains and hills)

Under the waterfall, have tons of enemies 

I lie down and face my gun forward....

Other solider in other boat (as picture)

Only me is lying down....

Others all stand up and not afraid their attacks...

When our boat falls into waterfall

Command class all of them attack them first...

With the first fire and shocking of the enemy....

Most of them died.....

Later on.....

Another Commander class join in ....

The enemies all dead....

Anther commander class have Anthony...

Dunno why he is hurt.... his right hand 

I pick him up and help him to go to the military doctor....

In the meanwhile.... Alison has the same class as me...

We nod our head and continue....

After that.... I woke up....

It is a weird dream....

And this dream..... Steven is the betrayer....

Half bucket of interest and SK revenge

O.O

I feel like I am living in a place where I am not good at anything.....

Just like me....

Half bucket....

I am not saying my study skills....

I am saying.... my hobbies....

When I say that to myself.....

I confuse..... and not sure what to say....

The same feeling.... when I was in primary school...

One school activity in Year 1....

Describe your best friend.....

This is so weird and hope this question never ask me again....

The day.... only me present to the class is duplicate....

Every one have a pair..... of friends.....

When I see his face ("Friend"), he just chuckles.....

The moment I knew.....

He is not my friend.....

By the way....

My life is like a half bucket...

Nothing do well....

My hobbies.....

Anime                             4/5

J-POP                             3.5/5

K-POP                             3/5

Mobile games                3.5/5

Kamen rider                    3.5/5

Hentai                              3.5/5

AV                                    3/5

LoL                                  3.5/5

Other Online games         3/5

Music games                    3.5/5

EXILE                            4 ~ 3.5/5

Violin                                3~2.5/5

It is hard to talk all these to one person.....

In reality, it is hard to talk all of them in one..

For me.....

M talk anime, mobile games, EXILE, LoL and games

A talk anime, Kamen Rider, Hentai, AV, music games and K-POP

SK talk games, AV and LoL

AY talk anime, mobile games, LoL

Others.... probably hold it myself....

Even tho..... None of my hobbies are very good at....

Just a half bucket.....

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

In recent,

SK come back.....

In a few months....

Appeared Cake BB in LoL...

and great return to play games on Steam....

LoL is the starting point...

VALORANT...

Running with rifles..... 

Destiny 2.....

Dead Frontier 2...

And Now...

......!?

To be continued,,,,,,,,,,

Best 3 anime hair Waifu

O.O

Riko (Love Live SS), Kirigiri (Danganronpa), Shiori (Project Tokyo Dolls)

Red, Purple/Blue and Green

Let's talk about Red first...

Red

My favourite red head anime waifu is.... Riko from Love Live!?

Actually.....

I am not too sure about that.....

Because I only watch Love Live 1st Gen, but not 2nd....

The main reason I chose her is... 

Her ways and actions feel like a girlfriend being with you.

Or maybe this reason...... (If u know this pic)

If you say so.....

I like red in general....

Cause when I am little....

I want to be a leader....

Most responsibility, great control to the team...

Like power rangers....

Many red head anime girls feel like girlfriend....

Or reflect to your feelings.

Most of the red hair girls had a perfect body type...

Not too busty.... Not too small...

Is perfect....

In real life, it is a great girlfriend.

Purple / Blue

This category of anime girls are usually the saddest, hard-working type and make you empathy of their situation.....

As Danganronpa Kirigiri...

Have a tragic event happen to her life.... and her hard work to become the best detective.

A "Never give up" spirit happens to her...

Where I like her most...

And seems like to tell me....

Hard work and get a high achievement later on.....

Not only her....

but also other purple/ blue heads....

Ameri Kawai

Rem (Re:zero)

Chisaki Hiradaira from Nagi No Asukara

Always get rejected by the main character....

If he doesn't want .... why not give it to me!?

In reality....

You Just become a magician...

Green

A colour of hair you most likely not to be seen in real life....

Or not too common....

In anime....

I am not too sure either....

But....

Usually have a strong characteristic of being an old sister/ mother characteristic.....

As the pic, Shiori from Project Tokyo Dolls, is acting an old sister and team leader A.

She had responsibility to take care of the team and patient when teaching idols younger than her.

Rena from Elsword....

Her image is like what I said...

Full of image of old sister/ mother to take care you!?

Usually this hair type of girls have a busty body....

Kind of....

Green Hair is currently is my favourite.....

Sometimes they act like an old sis/ mother....

If you do something bad or wrong...

They may turn down their face and get angry to you....

Old Sister

----------------------------------------->

Killer Wife        

my improvement

155-150=5

That is my improvement in these 4 months.

Wat a legend shit.

I Dont want to see the truth....

O.O Results day.... No eye see my results.... Complex feelings

Exams ruin your life

O.O 

Failing exams can be tough..... 

Everyone may say..... just once.... Do it better next time..... 

I heard this a lot of time.... The result.... 

disappointing as always Become an adult, a professional is harder and can ruin your life.... 

If you chose the wrong path...... 

Primary School Exams (Unlimited attempt) 

High School (Unlimited attempt) 

High School Certificate (If ATAR have around 50%, can use Diploma pathway to go to uni) 

University Exams (In risk, over half units fail in a semester can cause you have a gap year) 

Professional Exams (Need to finish in a limited time frame and practice....., unlimited attempt but high cost and extreme hard) 

All these exams ruin your life..... One fail.... is fine.. Twice..... Still Ok.... Third Time.... Give up? 

When study third time always is a turning point.... 

Usually you can pass this.. 

But.... After you pass.... you loss a lot... A lot..... 

And no one cares about you.... 

And you become shit and worst than people not fully graduate..... 

You see this person no University Degree can find a job.... 

you got your shit degree with tons of fails.... 

You Nothing!!!

Dream with Jessica...

O.O

It just a dream this morning....

My dream is like a psychological test more than an adventure type....

I don't know why my dream is with Jessica.....

The thing is....

I did not talk to her...... only "Happy Birthday" on Facebook...

Anyways.....

The event is Jess's friend invite me to have a psychological test....

But this test quite like VR....

Reflect your dream and mind something like that....

It shows a place as below...

My place it has 2 ways to go.....

It feels like left side is my current career/ life.....

Need to walk pass these trees and over the wall...

However... behind the wall is darkness and dunno where the center is.....

On the right side.... it has a small room...

We go through the room and found out....

It was my record of my entertainment (E.g. travel, karaoke etc.)

It was quite accurate....

The only Hallway is quite large and huge... 

I cannot see the very end.....

This thing is like reflecting my current life....

Only two ways....

One is the entertainment.... and one is a dark pathway....

On the other hand, I also have a look with Jessica dream.....

Is like that...

A tidy pattern tree but in a square boxes....

But the weird thing is.....

When you see the place.... there is no center.....

And the place is quite on the left side only.....

I think Jessica is facing the same problem as me....

Don't know where the center is....

And our career chose the wrong path..... (left side)...

What is this meaning of this dream?

I ask myself.....

Remember the first

O.O

My first performance

My first shoes

But not wearings.

Presentation skills are getting worse

Sad...

Negative feelings in recent :(

O.O

My feelings.... quite down..... lack of confidence and mix feelings....

Is it really near my exam?

Reading manga make my feelings can be positive or negative....

I feel great when this manga has a romance scene, they have a good ending....

But this good feeling is just a short moment.... cannot help me to continue....

It is weird..... but reasonable.....

Something you did it every day....

But suddenly..... you lost interest.....

Such as online games.....

League of Legends and Path of Exile.....

When you play it..... you may continue.... and more...

But.... when you stopped like 2 days more....

Sometimes.... I think.... and ask myself....

Why I play this meaningless game.....

Never ending....

With such anxiety around me.....

I read some N website manga...

at the start, is 2 weeks to go to that website....

then, 1 week, 3 days, everyday.....

That become a daily routine.....

Even I read it everyday.... is fine....

But in recent..... a strong multi genre manga that attract my eyeball....

can say the most greatest I have seen in recent.... (Usually only one to two fetish appears)

And this totally change my view right now....

My feelings is quite mix.... ( between love and hate)....

haaaaaaa

What to do now....

Just focus and study.... (say to myself)