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Monday 18 September 2023

Everyone one leaving.....

O.o
Every people work with me have a good relationship start to leave ...
I am kind of sad they are leaving
But also think they are choosing the best choice....
Morning, Mark and Nicole.....
Morning is a mama type person like to listen my sadness... and happiness.....
Is the second person I can talk my feelings....

Mark is a worker life.....
Should get a better future....
He is hard working than any other s.man
I am impressed his work load....

Nicole....
Similar age to me....
Knows well those 90s....
Have a sad life.... so I am so connected with her....
Did share some secrets....
And she is listening....

Now.... 
I am kind of lost...
And sad to motivate my life
These honourable colleagues...

Monday 24 July 2023

my attitude and motivation

O.o
After that thing happened...
I kind of changed the thing I need to continue...
The list I posted is not there and leaving myself...

Well...
The new list.....
Nicole - Nene sound
Raymond - heha
Everlyn - Koe
Alison - open C
Yong Yong - lipstick

My list deleted a lot ...

Hmmmm


Friday 14 July 2023

Beauty Day

O.O
Wednesday
Two beautiful girls in store... Make my day happy
Yes... I am easy to happy

Ummm
Og

Saturday 1 July 2023

PTSD

O.O

Today I am so confused too....
Is trust....
Remember a good relationship turn to a big boss....
So hurt...
PKC

"Ok.... That is dangerous...
I keep that in mind....
Saved...."

"Hey.... say something not to do that again...."
~~Ummm.... yea.... u already did that.....~~~
hey....
Now I think, that is logical!?

I mean....
Yes... !?

But I hate..... is why I need to do this overnight, I know I want to .... but this.....
I feel meaningless....


and just now....
Maybe this... 
Well.... I.... ok.....
Give up....

Tuesday 27 June 2023

warns

O.O !?
......
Nothing to say....
I give up

Fine....
Thank you working here

....

Confused 

Friday 23 June 2023

ona da

O.O
The train guard is a girl.... And also pretty....
Today is my lucky day?

If I tidy up my colleagues area....
Will they help me ?
Probably no....

Why?
Because is not your job...

Only all rounder is the carry

My plan ...
Finished one....
Two more to go

Saturday 17 June 2023

My perfect team to work with

O.O
Working with them is the best:

1st tier
Raymond
Fay
Morning
Yong Yong
AmyRose
Mark
Granger
Sheran
Sutee
Cassie 

2nd tier
Alison
Gracya
Gwyneth
Eason
Prunella 
Gilbert 
Jina
Michael 
Sara

2.5 tier
Jasmine 
Marlen

3rd tier
Sandy
Anh

Special tier
Amy
Edward

Kill myself tier
Alex
Kirt
Yuxi
Lisan






Tuesday 13 June 2023

awkward air

O.O

Awkward air....
Say sorry...
And planned?

Plan to draw avatar... If I can....
If I can make it on time...
Starting today....

Sunday 11 June 2023

Get back my SSD

O.O
I spend 2 hours to open my old laptop to get the drawings that I drew before.....
M.2. SSD....
just get my paints....
























Thursday 8 June 2023

my Kc

O.O

KC in recent....
Still afraid to enter.....
And need to brave enough to enter 
The atmosphere is kind of serious
I like the environment like America type?
First chl, Ari,Sara...
Hmmmm..... cannot do....
Kind of sad... But do good meeee
....
Ma...

Also, I wrote F U all....
And someone saw it....
Hmmmm..... Not U tho....

Tuesday 6 June 2023

Tracing Arima Kana

O.O


Should add 3 layers... But already draw...
It makes the bottom too many lines...(no idea how to draw bottom) ~...~

Thursday 1 June 2023

vital energy

O.O

No energy 

Fay have big bbbbbbbbbb
Lily poky

 Aquar and Ruby


Best team to die working....(kill myself)
Lisan
Sandy
Yuxi
Anhmy
Kirt
(Me) <-- Dead person...

Wednesday 31 May 2023

primary chicken upset

O.0

I plan to draw something....
I am too tired, so I decided to wake up early to draw....
And yes .. I woke...
My spirit is there... But my body is dead...
Hmmmm
Bought display sleeves... And found not fix...
Kind of sad... But do not want to waste these ..
I put them anyways...

I bought BBQ pork rice yesterday,
Gave 23 dollars, the price is 13....
She didn't give me change...
She totally forgot, and I see it...
I told her she forgot to change...
Well.. it just a small problem....

I look up the website KC.... 
Have motivation to do it...
But afraid to meet new people...
The bad experience did happen to me....


Today working is so upset... Kind of thinking why I am here .....
Gracya Smiles   X
Gwyneth Side b. X
Sheran Eye Lines X
Morning chat X
AmyRose Calls X
Jasmine front X
Alison zebra X
Fay tail X
Everlyn koe X
Yong Yong lips X
Lily Happy face X
Prunella funny eyes X


Nothing...... 
Sigh.........

JuneBride is on the way....
Any new dress upcoming?







Saturday 27 May 2023

My motivation to work

My motivation to work...
If none of these happen during my work.....
I will sad as f.....

This week they have done to me

Gracya Smiles   ✓
Gwyneth Side b. X
Sheran Eye Lines 
Morning chat X
AmyRose Calls 
Jasmine front X
Alison zebra X
Fay tail 
Everlyn koe 
Yong Yong lips X
Lily Happy face X
Prunella funny eyes 

Not much of these happen to me this week~~~


Monday 22 May 2023

My Liar Story

O.O
Kind of random memory in my head.....
is a teacher called me "Liar"....

This is the fact that I am in High School... (Just arrived in Sydney, first 2 weeks)
I joined the Boyz School, the school principal say to me only 6 weeks left to start another semester.
Just let me experience the school life and adapt new place(because I just arrived, before is in HK)

Everything is fine, and started to school two weeks....
One subject.... Legal studies..... ask the whole class to submit assignment....
I kind of panic.... and want to say.... what is that!? Never heard it....
Because the teacher is sick, so the substitute teacher to collect the assignment....
I told the teacher I do not have....
And then I asked some student beside me what is that, they said is that paper....
I quickly check my book and found the assignment paper, which I received my first day in school....
And ironically no one explain to me what to do....

After that day, I back home and quickly finished this assignment and hopefully submit the next day.
Yeah... the quality is not good.... but at least I finished.... (kind of sleepy in the next day)
The day after is Legal studies' lesson, the teacher recovered to work and asked me where is my assignment.....
I thought I did submit my assignment yesterday.... (I realised it is in my imagination, because I slept at school dreamed I submitted my assignment)
My first reaction is told her I submitted.....
But the teacher is not accepted....
Also, the whole class only me is Asian..... no Asian study Legal studies WTF... ←- who am I?
She pop out a word..... "You are Lying" Liar.....
I kind of ???? To her....
What.... I did nothing to her.... why she says that....
I just a new student in class just two weeks only...

She told me that, she needs to see the assignment today....
Before go home, give the assignment to her.....
After that the lesson over, I quickly check my bag.....(kind of curious I did not submit!?)
and found it is in my bag....
Well... is my mistake.....
But I am not a Liar.....

Because she gave me time to complete....
I spent some time to make my assignment better.... (Cause that work is in hurry)
I resubmitted to her on that day....

After that day.....
Is not that obvious to the whole class.... 
But only me can feel the unfair discriminate manner to me...
Lucky I only need to spend time this school only a year half....

But... "Liar" this word makes me bad....


Wednesday 17 May 2023

give up aisle

O.O

Kind of sad....
Just like shit....
Dunno, but yes
Hate this unfair treats...
Dun just laugh....

Do something....
And work properly....

And Sat, the manager ask me : Busy!?  <-- O.O

Shiori happy face