My Monthly report - August

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This month you can say.... have many things happen....

It is a month that I settled down everything....

and apply things that I need at the moment...

At the last moment....

I applied CPA ....

which is a good news.... and become an associate member....

I also started my studies....

hope can get my CPA qualification in 3 years more.

In this month, birthday and events happen all the way.

Animal crossing and others also celebrate my birthday.

After days is fine....

Usually life....

But.....

I also addicted some situation same as me....

sometimes feel depress.....

but sometimes make me relief.....

mix feelings....

because.... it have comparison....

when it comes to betray.....

I feel that feeling so hard....

although is a fake/ creative scene/ story......

still break my heart....

So sad....

:(

プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ! feat. 初音ミク -- 暁山瑞希

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This game will be famous and popular in the future.

I look forward this game release. 30 Sep 

Before the release, I always see the game news and so on......

But until today....

I just notice one character is mysterious.....

This character.... His/Her? gender is unknown....

Before this game release..... I pretty like her voice in game.... 

Specially... the recent one...

悔やむと書いてミライ

This songs is from mafumafu. 

Starting 0:05 her powerful tone make me impressed. Also her style and clothes in this band is my taste as well..

When I noticed she might be a boy.... Like a rocket hit me hard.....

I cannot imagine Hatsune Miku..... This thing can troll us......

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The journey of DMM games - part 2

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I am so lazy to write blog.....
Not force.....
But,,,,
Just want a memory to keep things down...
Also. I write blog at night......
Because I dunt want my family see it...

Game: MAGICAMI

Maybe the second the best game in DMM mobile.
They said they used 120 million yen to make this game....
But I dun feel that way....
I mean....
The graphics is high..... gameplay is varied....
Only that.....
If you compare to Project Tokyo Dolls....
They just have an average graphics....

It is a new player friendly game...
UR rate is quite good....
And event gatcha usually can get UR in 10 draws



Story is like a Magical Madoka... Dark and sad story
Some girls their mind already broken.... honestly.... because is a 18 game.....

I just collect, farm the game.....
No strategy... just for fun...

Game: Fortress Girl
It is a pretty new game...
Release almost same as Deep One....
The challenge and story can be very tough if you do not have level max units

In recent, I like the blue head swimsuit .......
But I draw 60 of them.... none of them ...
I am so freaking sad.......
Say goodbye to her.....

I am kind of lucky of this game at the beginning....
I got 3 5 stars unit at the begining.....
Which is pretty insane..... and clear most of the story......
At now.... event and story is very easy to clear....
Just need to level up other units......

No strategy.....
Just straight level max at the moment.
But not many units in defense mode.

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The journey of DMM games - part 1

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Stay at home all the time. And keep safe and healthy

Most of the time, we need to stay at home.... due to this and that...

I find some games to waste my time.....

I downloaded DMM game store this app to find any games suits me...


All apps and games quite similar we saw in app store...
But the R version make the game more story and complete.

Well... It is kind of personal....
Many games have beautiful anime girls to attract their audience anyways...

My first DMM game I play is Jewel Princess 宝石姫



This game almost included all elements in all DMM games. I joined this game around the period of 2nd anniversary event. It has arena (AI), world boss, clubs boss.

This game is not newbie friendly.....
But one thing is....
This game give u tons of gems that u can draw characters and stuff....
You can easily level max friendship in seconds....
However, if u want to level up to level 40....
It needs multiple characters to limit break and open slots....

Also, some events need you to spend tons of gems to level up the event princess...
If you do not want to spend it.... u can..... but your princess only level 30.....

In Arena, is the most difficult to win...
until now..... I had played around 5 months.... Still between in Grade B1 to A3 (last week best)
This is my party.
At least have a healer, attacker, tank, mix attacker, buffer.

My strategy is my healer can revive herself and use her ability to revive all dead members. Hope my tank and attacker can kill them before they kill me.

Second game is -Deep One-


This game released 2 months ago.... A new fresh game...
I joined this game when they released.
Same as all DMM games.. I did not spend any money of them...
But this game, I think I am one of the strongest opponent in arena....
The most lucky thing is the first few draws... I get some SSR to clear the events quite easily....
Maybe that reason... I am still ahead of this game....

Here is my party:

Strategy:
Lin (Lion?) increase whole team 15% HP. Bridget(Blue head) defence. Asaka(Red) attack buff all. Giselle(Yellow) Skill charger and attacker. Dana (My Waifu in this game) is a tank. 90% situation she survived


More games be introduced in part 2....

More help = more desperation

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I am appreciate people help me ...
but sometimes.....
make me feel useless.....

reset please..

Everything is so boring.....

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Everything is so boring....
Games..... lol, steam games..... no mood to play....
mobile games.... half give up status.....

Watch anime is good...
but..... not ready to do....
something stop me out.....

my barrier.....
Depression barrier....
I am so sad and lost....

Why ....

This world is so unfair....

If I born in another country or new life ....
should be better right?

My future is so hopeless

Help ...
and please
Any miracle happen to me....

I want this world reset....

There are so many people in the past created some rules to follow....

People always follow the flow where people goes....

Some people become more aggressive.... Due to their proud of success....

But some people suffer depression.... Due to compare and challenges....

I am one of the victim......

If you compare me the whole world...

I accept I am weak and useless....

But in some situation....

I have confident to get at least....

A pass......

I am so sad.....

These people playing others emotion...

Some nice people compliment me....

I am welcome.... Some people think I am good too....

?

Only current stage....

They overcome me with no reason...

Different people to judge/marking....

Make my feeling so bad....

Ask the world.....

What is the standard?

If all the teacher not allow me to....

Why I get through all these?

Tell me why?

I don't need you...

I will become the king of the world....

Those non sense judgement need to be clear....

With all my year studying.....

I am so depressing....

Many disappointment of me.....

Every time....

But I did not blame anyone....

I just speechless

What it is happening to me right now...

The coronavirus is like a slow bomb

Feel like the world is separating and tearing....

A fix feeling want to reset the whole world system...

And want all proud ignorant people....

Have a big load to them....

Maybe everyone feel like I am selfish...

But of you think of my situation...

You know what I am doing....

Hate this world so unfair.....

interest in recent

Still playing Project Tokyo Dolls

Shiori. Waifu forever

YouTube: 

https://youtu.be/U0WnZ66MuD4

12/02/2019 Sick and worried

Fever 37.7....

My breathing is like someone hitting me....

Although is not very hurt... But that feeling is bad...

Tomorrow morning go to see the doctor....

Hope I get well soon

Not sure..... is that a virus

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I never leave Australia, travel..... anything...

study auditing this semester....
We have a break on new year and Australia Day...

Every news are saying coronavirus

Our class, one student from China.....
Not sure she traveled China in these period...

At 3rd Feb, our last class before exam....
She cam up.....
Even she sat opposite table....
but she sat very near to me....
If she affected... I am in danger...

Around Thursday night - Friday morning 12am....
I felt something is not wrong to my body....
I thought
just tired..... or something....
something weird on feelings..... (like heart break <-- sad feeling)

7th Feb, study group with classmate
One of the classmate said he traveled China..... (Not confirmed...)
I am not sure they are saying a joke or something....
But he cough in our study 11-1 pm

I went back home before 3pm...
and play Ring Fit adventure.....
Made me feel better?
and Hyper...
After exercise my body feel so good...

8th Feb....
today....
I think nothing special in morning...
But at night....
felt a bit hot.... and feel like i am mastering something....
I got 37.0 after dinner....
And 40 mins later 37.3...

Not sure  I am in danger...
Lucky me....

My Depression

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So many things make me depress.....

Even in entertainment....
Watch movies, anime and gaming.....

No mood to play.....
and lost interest.....


This new year.....
Please give me a better life.