O.O
My iPad is a gift.....
Nothing special.... And nothing ....
Somehow change my life...
Somehow increase my results...
But now...
Feel like natural....
I don't know why they act like that, is my problem?
I want to give up and suicide...
Is it possible?
Can I relife ?
Can I start again .....
In HK or 17...
Please... God help me
And please....
Make them be honest and easy...
I want a proper study environment....
So hard for me to continue...
Pray and pray....
So soul.... No......
My life......
After my last exam, 15.6.2016
I dreamed a thing... Which is totally stupid and I wouldn't believe that is happen...
But.. Now...
It shows....
My feeling is so complicated.... I don't know why and they replied me so badly....
Not marks... Just a few worlds.... No meaning....
Pleases give me some evidence....
And go ahead.
After the exam date... I think my life is average...
Play games no mood, anime either....
Solo games is worthless... And need to wait....
Puss me out.
20.6.2016 SK invites his home ?
Can't remember the date....
Confused... And so bad...
22.6.2016 I got a big plushy
A big cat, bigger than our head....
But now... That is so meaningless....
Why? And Why?
8.7.2016 I want to restore my phone.... Cause my phone battery is broken...
I check my watsapp .... So disappointed .... They hate me a lot.....
Thank you and you guys are happy now....
I am the one support all of you and you guys play around me.
Give faces... So disgusting .....
Also, a busy day ....
When I meet a new female, makes me feel I can go through all the difficulties.
Jessica is my mind support... But in my situation I don't have any face to see her...
1.7.2016 started my new journey, for my plan....
Looking for new opportunity for my future..
Until 29.6.2016
Nothing to say, and feel sad....
No one read this... And vote liberal...
O.O
Tomorrow is my last exam....
I saw my grade for my insurance role play - yeah.... just pass
That's make me so worried....
Now I am studying, but this result in my head forever.....
I feel like she or he will mark me bad regard these results....
David said that he would estimate, and Marianne feel like so
The problem is.... ummm
I see the comment feel i did all.... that feeling is not that good
I am not care about UWS result, cause I didn't put a lot of effort, somehow it does...
in this, worse than uni, feel much tougher than this....
I cannot explain wat it is...
and feel like teachers are bullying me... not only this but also my high school
my friend M, he always have some luckiness in his life....
Always pass, even he felt that subject will fail....
He submit a report less than 1000 worlds. He still could pass...
Next time, probably my next life, have a better life for me to study....
At least....
My hard work, my passion is much more less and less each year....
Even redo, cannot change the biases of marking....
O.O
EXILE no longer produce new song due to members and members
Hiro, the leader of EXILE, quit
then, Makidai, USA and last ATSUSHI...
These members perform a long time since 2003?
My favourite and memorable song is Pure....
When I watch the CM so much feeling at that time....
I can say that 2008 is EXILE year, but after 2014 is.....
Whatever.... Hope EXILE have a new life
Somehow, EXILE changes my life...
Starting on 2004.....
2004 release an anime called "Black Jack"
I really like it, and called him BJ...
Year 7 is my innocent mind of the year....
New foul language learned and some behind sex terms...
At that moment, I do not no what BJ mean is...
Just an anime.....
But, I don't know..
the teacher knows, student knows...
At the end, all student just bully me....
These 2 years make me so bad, and lots of injuries...
And my life is so strange and unsteady behaviour...
The school social worker/ counsel thought I am a strange person....
Talk with them... but also hide...
I dun have a real friend in these two years...
Only at the beginning... but not forever...
2008, EXILE release 3 big albums...
My favourite is Ballad....
When I see the CM from Meiji
That atmosphere and feelings tell me I need to join and support them...
I remember the style.. voice.... is EXILE
That CM change my hobbies = J-pop > anime > touhou/Vocaloid
Actually, J-pop is my first hobby, Anime is in 2011, some osu songs in 2012
I research many J-pops music weekly and excited to heard from it...
Buying CDs EXILE turn to my biggest want and dream until move to Australia
so many if....
but current situation I know is the worse.....
I want to die.... and restart my life...
I dunno wat I fighting for...
and even do wat...
O.O
osu with friends....
Bessie in my summer holiday around Feb....
LOL play in recent..... Buff sona plz
I play adc often now, miss fortune and Caitlyn
The study are quite ridiculous now...
I can''t even do these assignment probably....
8 hours a day non stop that is ridiculous ,
much worse than last year......
I hate this school
Like to watch some love type of anime....
This season is April...
many anime are good to watch
Overall, focus my assignment ba....
OMG my life...